Bundled up last October; not quite as cold this spring. But still cold--most of the week.

by Pat Laster
APRIL 1- Monday, 7:55 a.m. – Couchwood. Sunny and
foggy; up at 6:58 before alarm. Prepping to leave for a week at Eureka Springs
– Lucidity Poetry retreat (for two days and three evenings) but living at the Writers
Colony at Dairy Hollow.
APRIL 2 – Tuesday, 8:14 a.m. At WCDH in the Peach
Blossom Suite. Lower floor accessible street-side by stone steps (a death-trap
by night without a flashlight) or park-side by a narrow path between the
building and the edge of a 6-foot drop-off onto Polk Street. 42 degrees, rainy.
After
the first night, I wrote:
Lighting’s
poor, chair’s too low.
The heating unit
sounds
like a squadron of motorbikes
revving.
Coffee’s
good, the décor’s
pleasing and restful, bed’s
comfortable, dresser storage
ample.
9:42
a.m. –breakfast: an Easter dinner roll spread with peanut butter and dried
berries brought from home, almonds (ditto), cold skim milk and coffee from the
common kitchen here. A cinquain texted to the roll baker:
Brother
Guy, I just
ate
one of your homemade rolls
at Dairy Hollow in April.
Yum, yum!
APRIL
3 – Wednesday, 6:23 a.m., up with alarm at 5:58, 34 degrees!?! A call during
the night from Tech Support Simon, who was “tuning up” my 3-week-old laptop,
interrupted my sleep, making the alarm seem even earlier.
Leading
a Lucidity poets’ workshop across town that started at 8:30 meant leaving here
at 8.
Jottings from the session
included: “forensic = law,” a line from one poem, “The dead always want more,”
and a reminder that “specifics are better than generalizations.”
APRIL
4 – Thursday. My notes begin at 11:30 with a lecture by our renown and
long-standing professor Larry Thomas from Ypsilanti, Michigan, who has traveled
this route for 19 years. After this year, he’s bowing out. Past age 80, he
deserves to, though we will miss him terribly. Notes: Frost’s quandary can
become our own: “What should I do today?”
In
another note the lecturer says, “A poem says one thing and means another.” I
don’t agree with that statement, because many of my works are literal, not metaphorical.
Perhaps he was talking about GOOD/GREAT poems.
APRIL
5 – Friday. 42 degrees—finally sunny. 10:05 a.m. After two days of arising by
alarm for Lucidity workshops at 8:30, I sleep in till I’m rested. Vivid dreams
of being back in the music classroom of 7
th graders are thankfully
quashed by notification of a full bladder. At 7:20, I rouse, decide it’s too
early, so, like a cat, I stretch, yawn, assume my favorite (fetal) position and
return to sleep. But not a deep sleep, for I begin building Fibonacci (a new
form of poetry for me) in my head. [6 more pages of notes.]
APRIL
6 – Saturday, 7:38 a.m. 50 degrees! I take my coffee outside and a bird seems
to greet me. “Sweetie, sweetie, sweetie, sweetie,” with an occasional 5
th
“sweetie.” It must know I stand below. [Tee-hee.]
From
inside, I grab a straight-back, slatted-back, caned-seat wooden chair. (Yes, I
know there’s too many adjectives, but I want to be specific.) Add a pillow,
fetch the oak TV tray that I brought with me “just in case.” (This is the
“case.”)
Voila! An outdoors writing station! [7 more pages of notes, mostly
research about boardinghouse rates and related information.]
APRIL
7 – Sunday, 7:32 a.m.—up at 7:27, 51 degrees, cloudy. DREAM: I’d accepted an
interim choir directing job at a local church. After one-and-a-half rehearsals
of a difficult but doable anthem, I up and quit. “Lack of respect,” I shouted.
First
inciting event: While I was “teaching,” a man whom I knew talked–not
whispered--to his neighbor the entire time. Second inciting event: Four
women—two of whom I knew—quit singing and began hand-jiving in rhythm.
Skip
to the end: As I was leaving, the talkative tenor had gathered the group and
some Cokesbury hymnals in the choir loft to “pick out something for Sunday.”
I
think I just dreamed a short story!